  
I am Chengyee aka chengba♥, turning 15 years old on 06/09/09. I'm currently studying in Nan Hua High School class 310'09, having left 210'08. I love my CCA, NH Harp Ensemble. Most of all I love my family & friends. I <3 Pingwei, Valerie & Sayhua (in no particular order) & friends. Add me in MSN, I like making new friends! One thing you should know about me: I never forget a face. Email me all your encounters with the supernatural! I'm interested in ghosts and stuff :D here's my email address: chengyeeeee@gmail.com  Hobbies Singing out of tune Having fun Playing piano & harp Blogging Hanging out with friends Watching TV/movies Surfing the net Chit-chatting Shopping tagboard(s) [ Copy this | Start New | Full Size ] must-reads Ghosts: Are they true? Harp, ghosts and tragic deaths Chinese oujia board Ghosts in Hospital archives My old blog September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 wants Just in case you were wondering what to get for my birthday :D Hair straightening iron Hair curling iron Hot pink wallet This Fashion membership card Kbox membership card ELLE shoulder bag A pretty necklace "Tuesdays with Morrie" book Nail polish Glittery purple eyeshadow Lip gloss A pretty jacket/sweater affiliates Alicia Aloysius Apple Billy Bryan Charmain Chiyien Chongee Cristabelle Daniel Daphne Dorothy Evelyn Fengyu Garrick Hanguang Hsiehhui Jiansheng Jieyi Jingzhen Jinsui Joanna Joonhui Keefoong Khiattong Lynette Natalie Nichol Ongxin Peiqin Pingwei Rachel Sabrina Shuning Sylvia Wallic Xuemiao Yaxue Yuhan credits skin by: Jane
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Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 2:01 PM
USA Hey people, I'm in Los Angeles now! :) Sayhua, Pingwei, Apple, Rachel and Joanna, etc, I bet you all are missing me and my laughter now! Muahahahahaha. Nvm, I'll visit you girls in your dreams later. Dorothy just told me that it's 1 plus in the afternoon right now in Singapore and it's 10pm at night over here! My whole family is asleep and quiet while I type away feeling bored and my Dad is snoring loudly :D Hahahahaha! The flight wasn't so smooth with frequent turbulence and I didn't get to sleep much :( although I did watch some nice movies. Hey Pingwei, I watched Phantom of the Opera! Seriously!!! It's kinda boring but the songs were nice! Anyway, when we reached the airport in Los Angeles, my dad got into some trouble because of his Malaysian passport. We all got so pissed off because we were held back for like... 3 hours? What the f***! -.- Some people just like to create trouble. Stupid banana man! K I'm making no sense. Okay, after my dad's swearing and stuff at the counter, we left and got our rented car, then we drove over to the travel lodge I'm staying at now. Then we drove over to Denny's and had dinner :) it was quite delicious. I think babies and toddlers and adorable angels :D they're so cute! Until they cry... and can't stop screaming. That'd be a total nightmare. I can't stop speaking Singlish and I think most Americans can't understand me, haha! I accidentally spoke in Chinese to a Caucasian and she stared at me with this stunned and confused expression. It was kinda epic, haha! I spoke without thinking. I quickly switched back to English afterwards. I wonder if anyone over here other than my family will understand if I start swearing in those infamous hokkien vulgarities 8D Tomorrow, our family is going to the Universal Studio! I won't be able to upload any photos taken during this trip until 26th November because I didn't bring my USB cable along :( I hate people like Mr. Banana! 
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
Long time no post  I haven't posted for 9238949285 million years, like seriously! A lot has happened... It's after all this that I've learnt to appreciate my friends even more. I think I've become smarter as well, I mean, happiness is a choice! I made that decision because I didn't want to live in misery anymore. I think some of you are wondering if I regret it. Sometimes I'm unsure of my own feelings as well, I miss the old times but we all have to move on. Someone told me that there's no point in staying sad because losing something doesn't necessarily mean it's a bad thing. I shouldn't regret, I'm gonna laugh it off and let it go! I know it'll be difficult, but I'll persevere. I mean, 可能我还不够坚强，至少我不怕哀伤。 Sometimes this sadness overwhelms me and it feels like I've wasted 5 months of my youth being dumb, and I'll feel even more idiotic because I think I'd probably still make the same mistakes if I could rewind time. But losing something and failing can be a lesson learnt too, right? I think I'm happier now, I'm laughing and smiling more now. Mr Ng commented that I've gotten more talkative. I think he actually means it in a negative way, like it'll affect my attentiveness and studies, but I'm glad I'm finally in the mood to really talk to my girlfriends and stuff! Recently I've had much more time and opportunities to hang out with them and realised I've missed out on quite some events with the girls after wallowing in self-pity for a freaking FIVE months! Oh my. Time spent with them has been fun and lovely, really. Thankyou Pingwei and Sayhua :) Love you girls. I suddenly realised that I don't need anyone who doesn't need me. Life goes on, why not live happily? :) From now onwards, I'm making all the right choices. YOU are never gonna be able to hurt me anymore. I really really loved you. You said I did mean something to you, but you never showed that. And you admitted to deliberately hurting me. What the fuck? I'm not mad at you, I just don't understand you. Anyway, I do miss you. I still think of you.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 7:59 PM
my heart sank  I came across this piece of paper while clearing stuff in my room. Lee Lee La La LOL usually when I come across this kinda stuff I will think: Wahliew the person who wrote this is a retard but since it's my brother.... Hahahahaha! Today was the worst day of my life. 不过我还是很坚强。 My phone vibrated on a few occasions, but I couldn't answer. I really couldn't. I can't explain it, I just feel horrible now. I'm not angry. Just... lost. Dissapointed. Sad. Whatever. Yes Tay Min, I can lend you my calculator for your common tests tomorrow :) Call me when you reach school. <3
Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 8:31 PM
you WHAT DO YOU MEAN I DON'T NEED TO KNOW. WTF.
@ 7:51 PM
Happiness  Taken in 2008, from left: me, Nichol :)I was, am and will always be happy :D Thankyou Xie Ping Wei <3 Today spent the whole day mugging Physics. I really really wanna pass. Went out for dinner in the evening. Guess who I saw @ the hawker centre, Cheong Jun Zhe! Sucha coincidence. Last paper tomorrow... I really dread getting back my A Math paper knowing I've failed it terribly. Eh Shawn how come you always call me to ask about homework -.- There's music lesson tomorrow! Whoa, suddenly seems alien after 2 weeks. I hope we don't have to compose any more melodies, I'm pathetic at it :( why am I sucha noobie...... If you're trying to hurt me and break me, your plans have backfired because with every hurting action/comment you give me, you're actually making me a stronger person. For that I thank you from the bottom of my heart <3
Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 10:59 PM
你的冷漠  <3I love my friends. The past few days have been really horrid and they're the ones bringing smiles to my face. Hahahahaha omg Pingwei sometimes I think we really behave like lesbians :D manzzz. My friends are the greatest, bestest friends in the world okay! XOXO I've been working hard on Physics for the past few days. I did redo the two math papers today morning as well. Wanted to kill myself for every stupid mistake I realised I did. Arghhhhhhhh, wtf :( My mum fixed my bag's handle which snapped :) Yipee, I can use it again. But I'll continue using her old haversack for a while cos I realised it's quite handy, easy and practical to use! I wanna go Sentosa with Pingwei & people after common tests and just relax. Fengyu suggested beach volleyball. I told him I'm an epic fail at it but he said it doesn't matter. Aiyah whatever I just wanna see Pingwei in her swimsuit. XD Hahahahaha! Sentosa provides lockers, right? I wanna watch so many movies too. But some are NC16 :( Damn... I USED to be believe in God. Then one day I just stopped. I don't think any explanation is needed. Nowadays I don't get lost anymore. Even if I do, I get myself home in the end, all by myself. If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it. Goodbye.
Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 9:27 PM
Stress and delight     It's after starting to hang out with Joon and Veldas again in school these few days that I realised how much I missed their presence. I think Joon missed my laughter as well :D Hahahahaha. Veldas is still as cute as ever. We took tons of photos today! <3 Had some heart-to-heart talk as well, but we were laughing for three quarters of the time. Valerie was absent, missing her A Math and Biology Paper, kinda envy her. I was guaranteed with a 100% fail upon glancing at the first question of my A Math paper. I barely passed E Math. Wtf. Felt really bad for the rest of the day after the A Math paper, and a lil worse after receiving E Math marks. Mr Ng said the marks could go down, manzzz. But I really did put in effort this term. I hope I pass Chem cos I've been working extra hard on it.... Really, during tuition and revision @ home. Oh yeah and if the bet Dor made with her friends on her not spewing vulgarities all the time: She exclaimed "Nabeh!" at Clementi MRT station on our way home on Thursday after physics tuition :D There Geraldine, I did what you told me to, make her use vulgarities. Hahahahaha! Dorothy is sucha shoppin queen. Eh Dor you still owe me one bunny dance. I got 10/12 for the History class test :) Really happy about it, even though it's not the highest in class, but I probably won't do so well for the common test.... :( Sigh. History is actually a really interesting subject.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 6:20 PM
Common Test Week Blogger oh blogger what's wrong with you!!! I wanna upload photos so please recover. Today's E Math: Honestly speaking, it wasn't a difficult paper. But I still couldn't do a few questions, I'm weak at Math. Sigh sigh sigh. SHOULD be able to pass though. Pray... E History was okaaaaaay but I didn't have enough time to write the answers to the SEQ! D: GAWD. Hope I pass, my entire essay only lasted one page... I heard of some unpleasant matters today which kinda spoiled my mood, but ah well it's all in the past so I shall heck care about it :) Today's english lesson was quite fun and memorable :D Hahahahaha! Just wanna say something before I go: Jiayou Valerie Yuen :D Ya know, all 3 of us (Sayhua, Pingwei and me) are always here for you cos we are such great people :) Me & Sayhua were so worried when you acted weird on Monday, turns out you were only tired but we still did get a scare! Love ya, friends for life <3> It was fun peeking over those junior boys' shoulders and staring into their handphone screens, watching them playing handphone games today on the bus! Fortunately they didn't turn around, or we'd seem like crazy people. XIE PINGWEI THANKYOU AS WELL i love YOU (hahahaha will never forget today's english lesson when I said those 3 words to you in a pleading tone, oh gawd) XOXO
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